I'm watching your lips

I’m too excited for animation! This week’s assignment is to do lip sync with advanced overlap. So immediately, all these ideas, characters, and sound bytes came to mind. It was overwhelming. I wanted to start NOW! I wanted to animate something EPIC! I felt my blood pumping. In my head I was thinking… “I will succeed!! Where’s a pencil? Paper?! LIGHTBOX?! OOOOoooH just let me animate!!” Ahem…yeah, thrilling!!!  I had to come off that comet of excitement and think logically. So, I found a sound byte that is 2 seconds and is very expressive. I’m either going to create a character or use a provided character model. Since I only have a week to do this…My logical side says, “Don’t make things difficult!! Just use the pre-made character.” But my slightly competitive and creative side says “DESIGNACHARACTER,FOOO!DOITNOOOOOWWWW!!!DO IT DO IT DO IT! And don’t forget to color it, foo…asdfghjjkl”

YEAH...!!! I’m going to calm down even more and focus on the technical, get that out of the way so I can jump into the animation. Remember, self, stay level-headed…ease into it…

Here is my sound byte…

http://portal2sounds.com/433#p=5&s=2 

My sister found in really fun lip-sync done for fun. This is apparently straight ahead animation, with minor clean-ups

http://youtu.be/5T4wvZiyWoA 

Splrug

So many things run through my mind when I have a lot to do. Not to mention the unnecessary stress I give myself.

This summer animation class is turning out better than I thought, but I’m unsure of my pace. I’m slowly learning what to do  when in-betweening a scene. It’s week 2 in the course which means inking and painting. A complete scene (Finished animation +ink and painting)  due on Sunday. Currently, I’m tweaking the hand-drawn in-betweens (there’s always something to fix) But animation is not perfect the first few times, the artist has to refine it to it’s perfect point, even then there will be flaws, but it’s the best that it can be. With that said next is speed. If we’re simulating being in a studio and working with a deadline, I feel that I need to be faster, knowing that you do not get it right the first, it doesn’t stop the feeling of “Well, everyone else gets it right the first time” and continually telling myself that that is not true is so hard. I don’t think anyone has any new scenes. We’re all still animating the first scene we get last week. Not to mention we have to scan everything and clean up then color. The program we’re using, Toonboom, has some pretty familiar elements to it. The animation element is similar to Flash, the compositing component interface reminds me of Nuke. So that shows me that things definitely carry over. Maybe when I apply for jobs and I have on my resume some work with Nuke, they’ll look at it and think “Oh, she worked with Nuke perhaps she can work with this less complex composition program” But I don’t want to be compositing, too boring. I have more fun coloring animation frames then compositing, but there’s a career out of it. There are people that actually ENJOY compositing? Wow, that is a special person. I was searching for other tutorials on Nuke and I came across a video of some who recorded themselves rotoscoping. When looking at the comments, someone put they’d rather do cross-stitching than roto-ing. Ha! Amen to that whoever you are. But you know it’s a skill to know, broadening horizons perhaps?

But when I stress myself out I freeze; I want to clean up these frames, I want to complete some personal projects, should I look up some more video on Nuke, should I just go to bed?

All these though come rushing to my head and I can’t focus. Right now, as I type it feel that I should do other things sigh. I don’t know how the semester will go, the advisors warn us to take more than 3 studio art classes at once. As if 4 is hell and I too much work…maybe it is….should I drop a studio art class? And pick up a job?

See? Now even more thoughts come to mind…not just priorities but little things to; I need to pack a lunch, I need to pack work out clothers,

Thinking way too much…

So, I found an inspiring artist, I want to draw the human figure like her especially babies.  Here she is..

I want to be like this artist: http://www.sylvialwalker.com

Lastly:

The metro is a great place for gesture drawing and people watching. Today I saw a homeless man carrying a trash bag wearing a big red sombrero. What?

Then I saw Jem: and the holograms? REMEMBER? REMEMBER that show?! I remember when I though I want to have pink hair like Jem…yeah…oh the imagination of a children heh heh heh

I need to post some scans soon…

5 Fifth post

Did I take on too much for the summer?

Ok, let’s review this.

·         Animation Summer course till early July

·         Greenscreen compositing internship that ends in august,

·         Color frames in  a Flash animations (also considered an ‘internship’)

·         Museum graphic Design

·         Personal projects

Add to that the feeling of wanting to relax that I should relax and wanting to hang out with friends. Man, this is going to get really busy. Oh, and I’m considering do illustrations for a friends for her parents. That was so embarrassing. I have to go in to a business meeting with an impressive portfolio and know my DAMN EXPERIENCE. What if they don’t like my style? My style is too cartoony, no one wants that.

Yeah, I definitely took on too much. I must send an email to the museum, explaining that I’m going to be a virtual volunteer for a bit and I should probably say good bye to social time with my boyfriend. I charted this out! The only day I have free would be Sunday, ugh, now I just want July to come already so I can have some peace. I have this dreaded looming feeling and it’s mostly because of the graphic design stuff. I have to design a rack card, internship bookmark, and internship brochure. Oh my goodness. There is no due date, though. Just earlier today I managed to get an idea out of my head and into the computer. It looks ok could use some finessing. I need to just get the bookmark and brochure out the way, and what’s there to worry about? I don’t have the text to either thing so all I can do is design template…I should’ve put some graphic design in there. Ugh, I gotta stop thinking…my mind and body feels like it’s in a state of panic because I’ve taken too much on

But hey it’s like having a class schedule, having 12-15units all over again. But this time I could get paid for one of the classes. Also the helping to color some Flash animations isn’t so difficult. Sure, there are many frames to color, but they can be completed in 6 hours or so. The compositing internship is purely, leave at work. No, need to take stuff home = awesome…Just weighing the pro and cons

THEN  I WANT TO THROW A JOB INTO THAT MIX?! Nuh nah, I’m a HOME BODY this summer…but my blinds are broken and won’t open…and it’s always (85% of the time) a beautiful day outside and I want to go to a grass, quiet park and sit in the shade, perhaps sleep. Like a cat in the sun, purring …yess, that’s the kind of day that I will enjoy

Oh to be a cat…house cat and not worry about a thing! Someone with feed me, clean me , allow me to snuggle of to them and treat their chest as a pillow…*sigh*

Ok, I gotta get some sleep. Perhaps pray a bit for some clarity in all this variety of projects.